Just to clarify one thing: just because I blog like this doesn’t mean that I’m sad. This is the one reason why I waited so long to start this shindig up in the first place, because I’m not a sad person, I never was one, and for some reason people tend to think these types of blogs are sad, but I am not. I’ve always been an anxious person with a huge stick up his ass, but I’ve never been a sad person. In fact, I’m on cloud nine. I have wonderful friends, a budding career, great grades and I have a roof over my head. I’m very thankful for everything I have and wouldn’t trade it for anything - ever. I’m exactly where I need to be right now. That doesn’t nessecarily mean, though, that I’ve gotten over the ”ninth wave” of sorts. I think that it is precisely the fact that pooping my thoughts into this space will help. I need to look back over the sea that I’ve traveled so far, and the one I’m travelling and reflect upon it. I’m doing this so I can become a better person for myself and a better person for my friends. I want to talk about myself - I don’t talk about myself often, and this space offers the most non-intrusive place for that.
I’m not sad, I’m incredibly happy.
I need to go back to eating my fruit loops now.